I have always enjoyed training with Athlon Team with Joe, Ilyas, Atiqi, Vivian, Ronnie and the rest of the team until recently. It hit me hard when I realised that my coach's focus has shifted to another individual. It has always been very great to be close to coach, however because of the inclusion of a particular individual, I find that coach no longer put the same amount of attention to us. It hit me really hard as I find it hard to smile even at trainings now.