wishing the best...

I am happy with my life now... busy with work, training and studying... busy with Spending time with important people in my life... but after talking to Trixy... I really look back and wished the best for the person who was once in my life... J.F.W.P...

though he made the decision to let me go at that point of time... long ago... I really appreciate him for his decision... for making the decision that we can only be friends... at that point of time, i admit that I was really sad... who is not sad after breakup...We used to be having a nice life with common friends all around us, but things just dun work out... maybe its a good end for both of us, at least we know each other... it still hurts... but the hurt vanished after the break up...

But then as long as he is happy, i think that matters... and at least now we are still friends... and I know he is happy for me too...

Seriously speaking, at one point of time, we do things that we dun consider it to be foolish... I am foolish at times.. I gave my all in my relationship, but when it cannot work out, we just take it and leave it... when a guy asks for break up, it means its real and pleading won't help already...

But time heals... as time goes by, you see the truth... and then you appreciate some decisions made... and then your thinking changes... what you are looking for in future may be very different...

I am super happy now because I have found a stable and mature guy who takes care of me... and i hope the best for J.F.W.P...to him and his future partner... because i know we are still friends... and friends will always look out for each other...

Leaving Spectrum ... Sad but good for all...

well... i finally did my decision... look at the below post i posted on my cheerleading group blog:

Dear everyone... after so long of Absence from training... I really missed training... I missed those times when we practice Extensions, Basket toss, Shoulder Stand, 2-2-1, teddy bear and lot more... I learnt a lot from cheerleading...

From a non- cheerleading background, a pure runner and triathlete till now.. I really appreciate everyone's help for looking after me, guiding me and teaching me every single stunt and requirement in cheerleading. I can still vividly remember how enthusiastic I was when I first joined... I will try to be one of those first ones to reach practice... last few to leave the area after training... Will always be working like mad to catch up a lot of areas which I am weak in...

But I have to say good bye to Spectrum ... After serious considerations and speaking to my coach, I realised that I might have too many commitments in the coming year. My coach has just informed me that I might be going overseas every month to 7 different continents for a marathon each time... and that I might be asked to do Sea Games for triathlon if I do qualify. In the mids of training, I cannot afford to be injured and so my coach has actually instructed me to take a step back in cheerleading...

Its sad to make this decision as I am really looking forward to joining all of you back in training after HO and to perform in nationals with you all...But to enable all of you to move on faster without having to consider about me, its better for everybody! At least for the guys its a good news... at least you all dun have to carry this heavy weight anymore...

yup! I must express my thanks to every single one of you here... from captain Kangjun who never fails to give me his support by willing to try every stunt with me no matter how tired he is...
to Vice captain Regine for her utmost elegance and her teachings to perform the best stunts...

to Edward for being my best shoulder stand partner and always giving me the confidence that I can do it!... for Delan for her perserverence and endurance for willing to try new stunts... for Congyan and Munhong for being the best 2-2-1 partners...

For David and Eddie for being there for me when I really needed STRONG guys to do stunts... they are really stable...

to Lawrence for talking always entertaining us all this while and doing up the blog skin..

to Jason for teaching me how to do back hand spring..to Weida for always being the strongest base...

for Jianning for being my motivation and good friend to talk heart to heart to...

to Boss bringing me into the team...

n to Aihui for being the "Kai Xin Guo" of the team..

And definitely say thanks to a special person in the team.. for being there for me to pick me up when I fall.. for encouraging me when I successfully completed a stunt... for being my star in the dark... for being the closest person to me in the team... for being such a nice brother... Isaac... sorry bro, have to leave the team le... but I know we will always be there for each other...:)
Though I have made this decision but my heart and soul will still bond with the team... I still love all of you as friends... I still wanna support You all... but I am glad that my decision to leave the team will be a good help to everyone!... Love Spectrum...

boring day...

ha ha being bored while in hall... and in the toilet! took some stupid photos...realised hair grow longer le! dun think I am doing business inside here... just sitting down doing nothing while... haah...

and then with my 3 pochaccos! Dear loved this picture...!

wen quan and me outing!

i went out with Wenquan! just came back... ahah...
we had our weekly outing.. right after my netball class... met him at canteen A then we went to JP... I had fruits for dinner. and he had some Korean Chicken rice for dinner.. woo hoo... what a damn good bro... aahhaa... i had a great time teasing him...I always seemed to be myself.. the loud spoken Sumiko when I am with him... maybe he dun dare to talk back... maybe he too used to it le...hhaa... we took some photos...

NIE directors relay run... dust to dawn

woo hoo i am back in hall finally...yeah... Just start to blog about my run ...

last friday NIE had a Directors relay run...it was a 12 hour run.. from Friday 9 pm to 9 am on saturday... Initially my team consisted of Natanail, Bala, Satiish, Jazreel (SMU), Eileen and me... we were actually not on advantage because our team is a mixed team and had to compete in the same category as the mens team...but we were determined to do our best...

Then the worst fear came... on Friday morning... Eileen called to inform me that she is injured... had to find a replacement... then i was like!!! oh no... then i looked around... finally found Lao Ba-Zhiyong... my partner of NIE biathlon... fastest runner in NTU last time.. last year grad le... I was so happy when he told me ok... then even worst came... it was 7 pm when he told me he is sick... cannot take part.. and the race was starting in 9 pm! oh no... then how..?... no choice... i called Da ge-Andrew... and he agreed to come at 5 am... but after some discussion, ZY decided to come.. at 3 am...

that means my team had to tahan the race from 9pm to 3 am till he comes ... well... our team started off well... the guys started... and i just took a break in order for them to take the lead...but Jazreel had chest pain after his 5th run (each of us must run a 2.4 km .. then pass on to the next member)... oh no.. then came down to 3 guys who had to tahan the race... after that i came in because they were a little tired...

then we took turns to run... was still leading... top 4 positions... ahah... we were like mad people... Natanail was so competitive.. wanted to win first! but then as time went by.. as each of them began to feel tired and injuried coming up.. no choice... we aimed for the top 8 only!

I only started to run like at 12 am... the guys had already completed about7-8 2.4 km... then I started... it was fun... we were tracking each other's time... and they were running a 8-9 min 2.4km on average,,, and I was running a 10min plus... yeah...tahan till zhiyong came at 3 plus.. then he took over most of the jobs... he ran intervals which meant he an a 2.4 km then one of us took over to run 2.4km .. after that he runs again... wah.. he had only less than 10min of rest before he had to run again... STRONG! hah... after 7 times... he had to tune down.. he ran once, then 2 of us run, then he runs again.. BUT STILL IT WAS NOT EASY! ... the guys were starting feel pain already... Natanail was in pain, Satiish was still ok.. Bala had to stop because of his ITB... then Jaz stopped... So Yizhou came to take over.. really happy though! ... because Yizhou is a pro soccer player! haha... then we tahan until Natanail and Satiish had to stop.. then me, yizhou and Zy had to take over most of the job... ZY stopped at 7 plus... and then Yizhou and me took turns to run...

took a break in the tutorial room in the mids of the run!


wah i could really feel the intensity in Yizhou and me.. was really tired...then finally the time reached le...9 am! finally all over... and i realised I ran 15 times...which equals t0 36 km... lucky no pain in the legs... maybe I am a long distance runner thats why ... and I really look up to the guys because they are mid distance runners and can tahan 10-12 times of 2.4 km... not easy!...

IN THE END... we won 3rd! losing to MR25 (my running club which consisted of all caucasians) and VJC .. all guys team.. we felt so proud! hahaa... our whole team won 480 bucks! yeah man,,, its not the price .. its the effort we put in as a team.. it was fun to get all the IVP runners together to run.. I dun regret putting in the effort to get them together! fun! thanks guys you were great!!!!!!!

BIRTHDAY PARTY!

oh yeah... we went to Cynthia's bdea party too! she had so many NUS friends.. we felt like some ourcast... I remembered I had to rush from Bukit Panjang plaza after discussion with Buddy then head to JP to print this for her... ahaha...




then some pictures...

and then cynthia and her darling Jiawei!

IVP... erm... 2 weeks ago...

Just received some photos of me during IVP... track and field meet for universities, polys and ITEs... yeah got 2nd for the 3000m race ... splendid race which My coach said i did well... kudos to coach ! Below is Elaine receiving the champion prize.. haha she is damn fast... guys run with her also scared man... army half marathon 1st leh... dun play play ah...

k this is me, Elaine and Riz... we always compete with each other... haha... yeah..

AFTER THE PRIZE PRESENTATION, WE TOOK SOME PICTURES!!! MY GIRLS FROM NTU TRACK TEAM... HAHA KUDOS TO MICHELLE! THIS IS MICHELLE, JEAN, JIA HUI AND ME...OUR 4 BY 400M RELAY TEAM... GOT 3RD!

THEN NOW WE TAKE ANOTHER PICTURE AGAIN!!!

AND WE DECIDED TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH ALL THE SAME ATTIRE!...

AND THEN WE WENT MAD... BITE OUR MEDALS! TOO HUNGRY AFTER THE RACE!!!...

AND I TOOK PICTURES WITH MICHELLE... MET FOR THE FIRST TIME BUT WE CLICK DAMN WELL LA...!

AM I REALLY THAT FAT... MUST STOP EATING...

now having a one hour break from lesson... come back hal to rest... just had lunch at Canteen A with Wenquan as usual... ahaha... but I damn sad... Jennro msg me to ask me my weight... i said maybe 48-49kg... but then he say I looked like 50 kg plus... wah I damn sad... that means I look fat... haiz... gotto really lose weight le.. the funny thing is he saw me last friday only... then he say I looked slim on friday... then today look bigger... a few days... sianz... have I grown fatter on like 4 days... or is it the clothes that made me look bigger... sianz.... or is it the swimming these few days that made me look bigger... Yesterday night saw Jeff during his soccer training at SRC.. he say I look slimmer even more... What the hell... everybody telling me different things!!! ah forget it... just dun eat and lose weight... lose until BONES then nobody will say anything again!!!... amongst all these anger... I took some pictures with Marcus at the canteen...

MY CHEERLEADING TEAM... PAST AND PRESENT ME...

OK lets post some pictures of my cheerleading team...these pictures are taken when i first joined the team... my first outdoor performance.. NOTICE HOW FAT AND UGLY I AM... THE BIGGEST SIZE GIRL IN THE TEAM...

After training for a while and i sort of change image haha....AIhui and me...

This are pictures taken at SMU CCA open house... haha...

These are collages done by one of the cheerleaders in the team... hehe... nice right...

Above the picture is Lawrence and me... a senior from the cheerleading team... and below are JianNing and me!